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SOMEONE ELSE
06:00
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is this over cuz i couldnt keep my mouth shut? im shutting everything out.
stumbling down the busiest streets on this side of town, trying to get hit by cars.
i know it sounds bizarre, but honestly, i just needed to feel anything.
cuz i cant feel my hands, and i cant feel your hands (and you cant feel my hands).
and now my wrists are bandaged but honestly, it hurt less than everything you never said to me.
it hurt less than everything you ever said.
so i sat on top o the bridge above the tracks, trying to make myself sick.
and as the train rushed below my feet, i couldnt help but wondering
what you were doing, and if you were thinking of me.
as im stumbling around this pathetic excuse of a city
and this unideal idea of a winter has got me,
where i cant feel my hands, and i cant feel your hands,
and you cant feel my hands, because your bed is full of someone else
and honestly, i hope it helps.
but honestly, i'm a liar
i swore id never lie to you the way that you do to everyone...
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PATHETIC FEELINGS
03:32
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i hate this, what is "this"? (well...)
i could write a book on what "this" is
maybe i will some day
but i doubt i will
get out of bed most days
what she said* always meant so much to me but
if i can't change anything, should i be trying?
walking around pretending to be an adult
buying things, doing my own laundry,
and saying hello
i hate being alone, but i ignore everyone
the thought of having friends gives me anxiety
pathetic feelings. nervous habits. & regrettable decisions.
are becoming me
why do i only write when i can barely breathe?
sometimes i'm so fucking posi i swear, someday i will show you
i will get there
(someday i'll write a fucking book on this,
some day you'll know what "this" is.)
* "JUST BECAUSE I CAN'T CHANGE EVERYTHING,
DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T CHANGE ANYTHING." -1905
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BAD FRIENDS
03:37
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i was always there for you
now i'm embarassed that i stood up for you
thought you got it, you don't get it at all
how can you do the things you do?
and how can you stand you?
cuz i can't, and i can't believe this
to me, friendships are more important than boys and (fucking) parties
but i'm starting to think i'm the only one
who feels that way sometimes
and i'm starting to think that honesty is a rarity
fuck your deception, now i don't trust anyone
and i don't want to forgive that
fuck your deception, now i can't trust anyone,
and i'm not gonna forget that
i'm not sorry anymore
i hope you're sorry now
glad you weren't the death of me
but i swear, you almost were
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